THIS IS WHERE I DIE: NATALIE WOOD

DEAD IN HOLLYWOOD THIS IS WHERE I DIE (Issue #22) will focus on the photos I have taken in and around Los Angeles over the past 20 years. This issue will feature never before seen photos of where stars like Natalie Wood, James Dean, and Dorothy Dandridge met their untimely fates.

Eight-Inches (Jayne Mansfield)

π™²πš‘πšŽπšŒπš” 𝚘𝚞𝚝 πšŠπš•πš• πšŽπš’πšπš‘πš πš’πš—πšŒπš‘πšŽπšœ 𝚘𝚏 π™³πšŽπšŠπš πš’πš— π™·πš˜πš•πš•πš’πš πš˜πš˜πš: π™ΉπšŠπš’πš—πšŽ π™ΌπšŠπš—πšœπšπš’πšŽπš•πš & πšƒπš‘πšŽ π™±πš•πš˜πš—πšπšŽ π™±πš˜πš–πš‹πšœπš‘πšŽπš•πš•. π™ΈπšœπšœπšžπšŽ 𝟷𝟿. πš‚πš˜πš˜πš—. πš‚πšπšŠπš’ πšπšžπš—πšŽπš πšŠπš—πš 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚒 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚒.

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DEATHIVERSARY: MABEL NORMAND (February 23, 1930)

π™΅πšŽπš  πš–πšŠπš’ πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš 𝚘𝚏 πšœπš’πš•πšŽπš—πš πšœπšŒπš›πšŽπšŽπš— πšœπšπšŠπš› π™ΌπšŠπš‹πšŽπš• π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš πš πš‘πš˜ 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πš•πš’πš—πš”πšŽπš 𝚝𝚘 πšœπšŽπšŸπšŽπš›πšŠπš• πš πš’πšπšŽπš•πš’ πš™πšžπš‹πš•πš’πšŒπš’πš£πšŽπš πšœπšŒπšŠπš—πšπšŠπš•πšœ πšπš‘πš›πš˜πšžπšπš‘πš˜πšžπš πšπš‘πšŽ 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟢𝚜. π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš πšŠπš™πš™πšŽπšŠπš›πšŽπš πš’πš— 𝟷𝟸 πšπš’πš•πš–πšœ πš πš’πšπš‘ π™²πš‘πšŠπš›πš•πš’πšŽ π™²πš‘πšŠπš™πš•πš’πš— πšŠπš—πš 𝟷𝟽 πš πš’πšπš‘ π™΅πšŠπšπšπš’ π™°πš›πš‹πšžπšŒπš”πš•πšŽ. πš‚πš‘πšŽ πš πš›πš˜πšπšŽ πšŠπš—πš πšŽπšŸπšŽπš— πšπš’πš›πšŽπšŒπšπšŽπš πšœπš˜πš–πšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πšπš‘πšŽπšœπšŽ πšπš’πš•πš–πšœ. π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš'𝚜 𝚌𝚘-πšœπšπšŠπš›, π™°πš›πš‹πšžπšŒπš”πš•πšŽ, 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πšπš‘πšŽ πšπšŽπšπšŽπš—πšπšŠπš—πš πš’πš— πšπš‘πš›πšŽπšŽ πš πš’πšπšŽπš•πš’ πš™πšžπš‹πš•πš’πšŒπš’πš£πšŽπš πšπš›πš’πšŠπš•πšœ πšπš˜πš› πš–πšŠπš—πšœπš•πšŠπšžπšπš‘πšπšŽπš›. π™°πš•πšπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘ πš‘πšŽ 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πšŠπšŒπššπšžπš’πšπšπšŽπš, πšπš‘πšŽ πšœπšŒπšŠπš—πšπšŠπš• πšπšŽπšœπšπš›πš˜πš’πšŽπš πš‘πš’πšœ πšŒπšŠπš›πšŽπšŽπš›, πšŠπš—πš πš‘πš’πšœ πšπš’πš•πš–πšœ πš πšŽπš›πšŽ πš‹πšŠπš—πš—πšŽπš. π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš πšπš’πš πšœπš˜πš–πšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πš‘πšŽπš› πš‹πšŽπšœπš πš πš˜πš›πš” πš πš’πšπš‘ πš‘πš’πš–, 𝚜𝚘 πš–πšžπšŒπš‘ 𝚘𝚏 πš‘πšŽπš› πš˜πšžπšπš™πšžπš 𝚠𝚊𝚜 πš•πš˜πšŒπš”πšŽπš 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚒. 𝙰 πš’πšŽπšŠπš› πš•πšŠπšπšŽπš›, πš’πš— 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟸, π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš πš’πšœ πšπš‘πšŽ πš•πšŠπšœπš πš™πšŽπš›πšœπš˜πš— 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 πš‘πšŽπš› πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš πšŠπš—πš πšπšŠπš–πšŽπš πšπš’πš›πšŽπšŒπšπš˜πš›, πš†πš’πš•πš•πš’πšŠπš– π™³πšŽπšœπš–πš˜πš—πš πšƒπšŠπš’πš•πš˜πš›, πšŠπš•πš’πšŸπšŽ. πšπšžπš–πš˜πš›πšœ πšœπš πš’πš›πš•πšŽπš πšπš‘πšŠπš πšπš›πšžπš πšπšŽπšŠπš•πšŽπš›πšœ πš‘πšŠπš πš”πš’πš•πš•πšŽπš πšƒπšŠπš’πš•πš˜πš› πš‹πšŽπšŒπšŠπšžπšœπšŽ π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš πš‘πšŠπš πšŠπšœπš”πšŽπš πšπš‘πšŽ πšπš’πš›πšŽπšŒπšπš˜πš›'𝚜 πš‘πšŽπš•πš™ πš’πš— πš”πš’πšŒπš”πš’πš—πš πš‘πšŽπš› πšœπšžπš™πš™πš˜πšœπšŽπš πšŒπš˜πšŒπšŠπš’πš—πšŽ πš‘πšŠπš‹πš’πš. πšƒπšŠπš’πš•πš˜πš› πšœπšžπš™πš™πš˜πšœπšŽπšπš•πš’ πšœπš™πš˜πš”πšŽ πš πš’πšπš‘ πšπšŽπšπšŽπš›πšŠπš• πš™πš›πš˜πšœπšŽπšŒπšžπšπš˜πš›πšœ πšœπš‘πš˜πš›πšπš•πš’ πš‹πšŽπšπš˜πš›πšŽ πš‘πš’πšœ πšπšŽπšŠπšπš‘. π™Έπš— 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟺, π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—'𝚜 πšŒπš‘πšŠπšžπšπšπšŽπš› π™Ήπš˜πšŽ π™ΊπšŽπš•πš•πš’ πšœπš‘πš˜πš πšŠπš—πš πš πš˜πšžπš—πšπšŽπš πš–πš’πš•πš•πš’πš˜πš—πšŠπš’πš›πšŽ πš˜πš’πš• πš‹πš›πš˜πš”πšŽπš› π™²πš˜πšžπš›πšπš•πšŠπš—πš πš‚. π™³πš’πš—πšŽπšœ πš πš’πšπš‘ π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš'𝚜 πš™πš’πšœπšπš˜πš•. π™½πš˜πš›πš–πšŠπš—πš πšπš’πšŽπš πšπš›πš˜πš– πšπšžπš‹πšŽπš›πšŒπšžπš•πš˜πšœπš’πšœ πš˜πš— π™΅πšŽπš‹πš›πšžπšŠπš›πš’ 𝟸𝟹, 𝟷𝟿𝟹𝟢.

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DEATHIVERSARY: RIVER PHOENIX (OCT. 31, 1993)

𝚝'𝚜 π™·πšŠπš•πš•πš˜πš πšŽπšŽπš— π™΄πšŸπšŽ 𝟷𝟿𝟿𝟹, πšŠπš—πš πšπš’πšŸπšŽπš› π™Ώπš‘πš˜πšŽπš—πš’πš‘ πš’πšœ 𝚜𝚎𝚝 𝚝𝚘 πš™πšŽπš›πšπš˜πš›πš– πš πš’πšπš‘ πš‘πš’πšœ πšŒπš•πš˜πšœπšŽ πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš, π™΅πš•πšŽπšŠ πšπš›πš˜πš– πšπš‘πšŽ 𝚁𝚎𝚍 π™·πš˜πš π™²πš‘πš’πš•πš’ π™ΏπšŽπš™πš™πšŽπš›πšœ 𝚊𝚝 πšπš‘πšŽ πš‚πšžπš—πšœπšŽπš πš‚πšπš›πš’πš™ πšŒπš•πšžπš‹, πš…πš’πš™πšŽπš› πšπš˜πš˜πš– (𝟾𝟾𝟻𝟸 πš‚πšžπš—πšœπšŽπš π™±πš•πšŸπš.) - πšπš‘πšŽπš— πš˜πš πš—πšŽπš πš‹πš’ π™Ήπš˜πš‘πš—πš—πš’ π™³πšŽπš™πš™. π™°πš›πš˜πšžπš—πš 𝟷 πšŠπš– πš˜πš— π™·πšŠπš•πš•πš˜πš πšŽπšŽπš—, π™Ώπš‘πš˜πšŽπš—πš’πš‘ 𝚐𝚘𝚎𝚜 πš’πš—πšπš˜ πšπš‘πšŽ πš›πšŽπšœπšπš›πš˜πš˜πš– πš πš‘πšŽπš›πšŽ πš˜πš—πšŽ 𝚘𝚏 πš‘πš’πšœ πšπš›πšžπš-πšπšŽπšŠπš•πš’πš—πš πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πšπšœ πš˜πšπšπšŽπš›πšœ πš‘πš’πš– 𝚊 πš‘πš’πš 𝚘𝚏 πš‘πšŽπš›πš˜πš’πš—. π™°πšπšπšŽπš› πšœπš—πš˜πš›πšπš’πš—πš πš’πš, π™Ώπš‘πš˜πšŽπš—πš’πš‘ πš‹πšŽπšπš’πš—πšœ πšœπš‘πšŠπš”πš’πš—πš πšŸπš’πš˜πš•πšŽπš—πšπš•πš’. π™·πšŽ πšπšžπš›πš—πšœ 𝚝𝚘 𝚊 πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš πšŠπš—πš πšŸπš˜πš–πš’πšπšœ. π™·πš’πšœ πšπš›πš’πšŽπš—πš πšπšŽπšŒπš’πšπšŽπšœ πš’πš'𝚜 𝚊 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 πš’πšπšŽπšŠ 𝚝𝚘 πšπš’πšŸπšŽ πš‘πš’πš– πšŸπšŠπš•πš’πšžπš– 𝚝𝚘 πšŒπšŠπš•πš– πš‘πš’πš– πšπš˜πš πš—. π™Ύπš— π™ΎπšŒπšπš˜πš‹πšŽπš› 𝟹𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟿𝟹, πšπš’πšŸπšŽπš› π™Ώπš‘πš˜πšŽπš—πš’πš‘ πš’πšœ πš™πš›πš˜πš—πš˜πšžπš—πšŒπšŽπš 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝟷:𝟻𝟷 πš™πš– πšŠπšπšπšŽπš› πš–πšžπš•πšπš’πš™πš•πšŽ πšŠπšπšπšŽπš–πš™πšπšœ 𝚝𝚘 πš›πšŽπšœπšžπšœπšŒπš’πšπšŠπšπšŽ πšπš‘πšŽ πšŠπšŒπšπš˜πš› πšπšŠπš’πš•πšŽπš.

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A Tale of Two Harbors

It’s never too early to start planning for Thanksgiving and with Natalie Wood’s latest movie, β€œBrainscan” with Christopher Walken winding down, Wood has the long holiday weekend to unwind before heading into rehearsals for her next movie, β€œAnastasia.” Her secretary and good friend, Peggy Griffin, usually comes over on Thanksgiving around 6PM for dessert, but can’t this year due to a friend’s hospitalization. Peggy later says, β€œEverything about this whole sad time to me was so ironic… My whole Thanksgiving got kind of turned around.” Natalie and her husband, actor Robert Wagner, decide to spend the holiday weekend moored off the coast of Catalina Island. Wood’s co-star, Christopher Walken, joins them…

Deathiversary: Steam McQueen

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Deathiversary: Rock Hudson

Rock Hudson died on this day in 1985. While Hudson’s career developed, Hudson and his agent Henry Willson kept the actor's personal life out of the headlines. In 1955, Confidential magazine threatened to publish an exposΓ© about Hudson's secret homosexuality. Willson stalled this by disclosing information about two of his other clients. Willson provided information about Rory Calhoun's years in prison and the arrest of Tab Hunter at a party in 1950. Hudson's homosexuality was well known in Hollywood throughout his career, and former co-stars Elizabeth Taylor and Susan Saint James claimed that they knew of his homosexuality, as did Carol Burnett 

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David Rappaport (November 23, 1951 – May 2, 1990)

β€œDavid Rappaport was as determined to die as he had been to live.” -L.A. Times, March 9, 1990

English actor, David Rappaport, is the first dwarf to star in his own television series,"The Wizard.” His first bit of success is in the 1979 children’s BBC show β€œJigsaw” - alongside Sylvester McCoy who is best known for playing the 7th incarnation of the Doctor in the long-running science fiction television series "Doctor Who" from 1987 to 1989. Rappaport also appears alongside McCoy in the "Secret Policeman's Ball" where McCoy introduces him as: β€œNot the smallest man in the world, but fucking close.” Rappaport's most popular role is as Randall, the leader of the gang of dwarves in the Terry Gilliam film β€œTime Bandits” in 1981.

Rappaport struggles with depression. Just before his death, he is cast and begins filming for the darkly comic role of Zibalian trader Kivas Fajo on "Star Trek: The Next Generation" episode β€œThe Most Toys.” During filming, Rappaport attempts suicide, and the scenes he completed are discarded when actor Saul Rubinek is hurriedly brought in by producers to replace him - Rappaport’s scenes are eventually included on the Season 3 DVD release of "Star Trek: The Next Generation." This isn’t the first time he tries to commit suicide. He tries two weeks before his wedding day in March 1989 - he parked his car on a hidden stretch of road and ran a garden hose from the exhaust pipe to the interior. He passed out, but somebody finds him.

According to the L.A. Times article, "A Life and Death in Hollywood : Acting: David Rappaport was Trapped by his Mind," on May 2, 1990, the day of his son’s 14th birthday, Rappaport slips out of the house and drives to Laurel Canyon Park - a favorite spot of his in the San Fernando Valley. He says hello to people on the path and passes the man and his dog who will later find his body. Deep in the park, Rappaport chooses a bramble-covered spot on the hillside, lays down on his back and stares up at the tree tops. He pulls out a pistol, points it downward at his chest, and shoots himself through the heart.  

His cousin considered, then rejected, theory after theory: "Perhaps his thoughts were telling him--falsely--that the woman he was about to marry might one day leave, unable to love a dwarf who might not always be the toast of Hollywood. Perhaps they told him that despite enormous success, he was still trapped--as trapped as the dwarf he had seen years earlier, caged in an English asylum for mentally retarded children. Or possibly, in the way that mind-records have, they exaggerated recent stops and starts in his career until it seemed that all he had worked for, all he had done to escape invisibility, was gone or going.”

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